Monday 30 June 2014

Memories

Memories
by Helen Barter

He sat at home, waiting, with his net poised.
Snared, I shared 
my thoughts, emotions, feelings.
Starving, he devoured them,
trying to make them his own.
My vivid dreams and visions,
coloured with his brush, 
turned so many shades of brown.

Sunday 29 June 2014

Lilitu


Lilitu
by Helen Barter

Fallen angel in search of a home.
Demonically sucking the lifeblood 
from vulnerable men in sleep.

Awaken, poor vulnerable man
to aching erection and weakness of spirit.
Call it the sign of her coming, not yours.

The troubled dreams of a believer
turned infidel, held in thrall by the sweet 
parted lips of Lilitu.

Saturday 28 June 2014

Connection

Connection
by Helen Barter

Their connection is intense.
She turns herself on,
enflaming his desire with
her open passion.

Their connection is palpable.
Reticence stamps on its heart.
Jealousy then is the worm
of destruction.

Wednesday 25 June 2014

Thought

Childish narcissism and hairy chins are
insignificant in your world of bombs and torture.
But how many deaths to make it stop?
In either, only one.

Tuesday 24 June 2014

Toes Tapping

Toes Tapping
by Helen Barter

Nationwide queuing.
Toes tapping in line.
Imagining the contorted dance steps
these unlikely lads would perform,
I laugh -
out loud.

Out loud laughter helps me blend in.
Establishes my rightful place in the 'crazy queue'
along with that woman.
Strange eyebrows unceremoniously cut, straight.
Ends flat like paintbrushes,
bristles at right angles to her face.
I try not to stare, 
giving no special credence to any part of
the surrounding circus.
I avert my eyes from the cut brows to
the wispy, long, curly hairs 
flowing from her chin.

Given time, and enough queuing,
with toes tapping in line,
I think my circus act will be
'The Bearded Lady meets The Full Monty.'
Showing Nationwide.

Friday 20 June 2014

Listen with Lowell

Listen with Lowell
by Helen Barter

Long legged daddy
dragging your stick body along the flat glass.
Pulling with the tips of your toes
to maintain contact.
Holding wings firm and motionless.
Losing contact and ...
Drop.

Manic beating to avoid an over fast descent.
Heavy work to re-attach your toes to the slippery surface.
Still dropping towards the sill
despite your efforts to remain 
alert.

The End of an Obsession

The End of an Obsession
By Helen Barter

Panic.
Black rocks
re-opening old scars 
once thought healed.

Half-remembered thoughts.
Recognised but abandoned.
Failures. 
Descent.
Grabbing at a hand,
any hand,
for dear life.
A dangerous damaging grasp
ripping, ripping precious memories
and new friendships
from their foundations
sending them tumbling 
downwards.

Some things land 
with me.

Some are smashed.



Thursday 19 June 2014

The story of the princess, the fire monkey and the night watchman



The story of the princess, the fire monkey and the night watchman
by Helen Barter

Scars resulting from previously misread fairytales, 
brought the princess and the fire monkey together. 
Both had sought solace in a seaside town, 
away from the clamour and hurt of
'happily ever after'. 

The stage was set. 
The fire in the monkey's tail had been damped; 
starving him of his life force. 
His mischief making had been temporarily curtailed, 
whilst the hot, ugly pain radiating from 
the princess's healing wounds 
threatened to engulf the fabric of her life. 

Passion attracted the fire monkey like a beacon.  
Their's was a perfect symbiosis. 
He, tenderly absorbing the heat from her healing scars,
judiciously used it to reignite his own fire. 

The night watchman looked on, 
guarding the precious coals.

With the theatre intact, and the safety curtain 
dropped into place across the stage, 
the princess relaxes into the intermission. 
And the fire monkey? His tail, 
now too hot for sedentary slumber, 
waves a fiery farewell. 

As he turns to leave, one teardrop falls 
onto his tail, releasing a perfect smoke ring. 
The princess places it onto her finger.
The night watchman places a comforting arm around her shoulder.










Tuesday 10 June 2014

Scar

Scar
by Helen Barter

Angry purple scar of keloid swollen pain.
Heat from healing - radiating and engulfing
the surrounding air in a hot, ugly hurt.

Sliding of fabric - 
a tremble of anticipation.
The cooling whisper of an in-breath,
before your soft mouth imparts tender ministrations of love - 
judiciously igniting a fire to forget all scars.